He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. But I’m crazy.
I’m always finding myself crying for no reason, like some kind of despair is searching my whole body, crashing it from the inside. I speak with myself because sometimes my thoughts are so loud I get lost. I can’t be focus.
I’m getting crazy.
I obsess over things. I try to control everything like I would stop breathing if I don’t. I’ve gotta do everything and do it right. I’ve gotta do things right.
And after all this, I can’t put myself together. And I cry. For no reason, for every reason.
He’s the best thing that has ever happened to me, but I’m crazy.